Why bother

Let's list the reasons why it shouldn't matter if I die

Cancer
Depression
Unrequited love
Pretty sure I'm anorexic - in any case I look like Dakota fanning on crack. I'm down to 48kg
second best, every fucking time
Mother who as really doesn't seem to give a shit
Father who is as close to homeless as you can get before he's acually living on the street

People wouldn't care. Shock, little sadness. So there's nothing to stop me. I'm just . . . Empty. Numb. Can't even feel a thing anymore

Stupid and useless

Okay, I think I screwed up on my essay.

I didn't do as well as I would have liked in my law essay.

And I went on a date today, and the guy was a total ass (he didn't seem like one when I was talking to him outside my lecture theatre yesterday) and now I just feel like crying in a corner.

Bandwagon!

ASK ME QUESTIONS, I LOVE ANSWERING THEM.

Formspring!

New Novel

So.. even though I'm pretty sure rage is the only person to read this blog, I posted a new novel on fictionpress! xD It's a historical romance with a twist, ridiculously cliched so have fun with it. c:

http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2900624/1/The_Pirate_Lord

Awesome belated valentines present

And rage has a matching R, so it's officially the coolest present ever 8D

DRAAAMMAA

For real, bitches. You know who you are. xD

Sick

I am sick. SICK SICK SICK. Thought you all might want to know that.

Uhh other than that, not much else, so I figure you can deal with a bunch of random nonsense. xD



I like this, this is sexy 8D

And rage and I are planning an MxM RP, so yaaay.