Why bother

Let's list the reasons why it shouldn't matter if I die

Cancer
Depression
Unrequited love
Pretty sure I'm anorexic - in any case I look like Dakota fanning on crack. I'm down to 48kg
second best, every fucking time
Mother who as really doesn't seem to give a shit
Father who is as close to homeless as you can get before he's acually living on the street

People wouldn't care. Shock, little sadness. So there's nothing to stop me. I'm just . . . Empty. Numb. Can't even feel a thing anymore

Stupid and useless

Okay, I think I screwed up on my essay.

I didn't do as well as I would have liked in my law essay.

And I went on a date today, and the guy was a total ass (he didn't seem like one when I was talking to him outside my lecture theatre yesterday) and now I just feel like crying in a corner.

Bandwagon!

ASK ME QUESTIONS, I LOVE ANSWERING THEM.

Formspring!

New Novel

So.. even though I'm pretty sure rage is the only person to read this blog, I posted a new novel on fictionpress! xD It's a historical romance with a twist, ridiculously cliched so have fun with it. c:

http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2900624/1/The_Pirate_Lord

Awesome belated valentines present

And rage has a matching R, so it's officially the coolest present ever 8D

DRAAAMMAA

For real, bitches. You know who you are. xD

Sick

I am sick. SICK SICK SICK. Thought you all might want to know that.

Uhh other than that, not much else, so I figure you can deal with a bunch of random nonsense. xD



I like this, this is sexy 8D

And rage and I are planning an MxM RP, so yaaay.

Lol Earthquakes

Just had an earthquake that was roughly 4.5 and we're expected to get more, worse than the Christchurch ones (This is Wellington btw). We're right on the faultline. No matter where I go, they follow me. |:

Reading with Vampires

For hilarity, and Twilight mocking, do come check this place out.

Here, have a taster:

Author Spotlight

So, I like to read. A lot. And I figure, why not tell people about what I've read and recommend some authors, or tell you why the fuck you need to stay away from some authors. xD So for today, the author is someone I found on Fictionpress.com, and her stories are pretty fucking cool.

Meet Ryette!

Warning, M/M action, which I love but you may not. xD I love all these stories, she updates them frequently so I feel like they're never forgotten. Enjoy. ;)

ZOMBIE

Went to a zombie themed party, where all of us dressed up. 8D

DAMN IT (AND PICS)

I need to blog more, so from now on, one a day! Whether the post will be interesting or not, we'll see. For today's lesson: AETH'S DESK. Which is a sad sight indeed, and the pics I'm about to show you are actually from when I attempted to tidy it for you, and it's still messy. And these pics are from the ipod, because I don't have a camera. :P

First! The book shelf above my desk:



And the books, in case you're interested from left to right"
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Goblet of Fire, Order of the Phoenix and Half-Blood Prince by J.K. Rowling, The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown, Twice Bitten by Chloe Neill, Bad Moon Rising by Sherrilyn Kenyon, Whispered Lies by Sherrilyn Kenyon and Dianna Love, Maximum Ride: The Angel Experiment, School's Out Forever, Saving the World and Other Extreme Sports, The Final Warning, Max and the manga, vol. 1 by James Patterson, C.L. Wilson's Lord of the Fading Land series minus book one. I have more, but that's just.. the shelf. xD

Next, the left hand side of my desk because I couldn't fit the whole thing in:



And from left to right (ish):

My lamp, because I'm lazy and like reading in bed, box of tissues, bobby pins, broken sunglasses, nail file, nail clippers, phone charger, Lifehouse CD, wallet, NZ passport, Uni magazine, old plane ticket, some pads for me to write on, a 3D horse which rage gifted to me (from Japan!) some trophies, a pandora bracelet, some cool smelly highlighters, Law intro to the NZ legal system, Law Alive, Zombie Party ticket for 2011, lipgloss, cellotape, half a laptop, some of my pin-up board, a cool chinese puzzle box, a book mark and two books (Hidden Currents by Christine Feehan and Lover Unbound by J.R. Ward) and my swipe card for my building.

Next, the other side of the desk:



From right to left :O :

Half a laptop, Shapes Sensations because I get snackish, more pin-up board, my ipod cleaner stuff, cyber clean which gets dirt out of my laptop, a pen holder which is also a clock, a crystal from a nifty shop somewhere in the Coramandel, ipod charger, a gym form which I haven't filled out, and a bunch of english and classics books - The Rape of the Lock by Alexander Pope, Wild Civility which is an anthology of love poetry, Aristophanes Acharnians Lysistrata Clouds, Medea and Other Plays by Euripides, Le Morte Darthur tales Seven and Eight, Symposium by Plato, The Iliad of Homer, Much Ado About Nothing by Shakespeare and The Three Theban Plays by Sophocles.

And lastly, my pin-up board, yaaaay:



From left to right!

A dance promotion club card, a letter from rage that came with my 3D horse, some gift thing, a card from rage, another card from rage, my ipod protector screen, a calendar and an O-Week form, and some ribbons!

The end, hope you had fun |:

Hard Bitten by Chloe Neill

It gets released soon. May to be exact, right before my birthday :D So I'm going to get it as a birthday present to myself. c: